Turning Black Leather into Letters of LILIghT
What’s L.O.V.E. got to do with IT, dearest Queen Tina? Just about everything!
L.O.V.E., as you may have read somewhere on this blog, stands for Leader, Officer, Visionary, and Engineer; or the four primordial archetypes of consciousness, said differently, the unfolding E.V.O.L.ution of creation… Is there more than a clever use of linguistic in calling “love” L.O.V.E.? What makes it that you and I can actually choose to act on the benefit of the whole, and adopt the behavior of LOVE? What chemistry is needed to propel that change?
I looked at that question, as I spent a part of this past week shopping for a new car. Actually the transition from ThatsDaath, my ex-to-be car, to LILIghT, the car about to be entrusted to my care (or is it the CARE to be entrusted to my CAR) was completely unplanned; it was the result of LOVE unfolding, the consequence of consciousness transcending to such degree the old “vehicle” had no choice but to be included and retired…
So here I was negotiating with one of the most ill-reputed archetypes of civilization, a car salesman, feALing actually blissed/blessed as the lemony salesman “destiny” provided me this morning revealed to be the sweetest pickled orange! SYNChing LOVE and rejoicing in the immense HUMor of the QKosmos, I got to test driving the latest CIVIC. a car word (CI-V-IC), which is practiced in holographic reversals and expert in symmetry, since it can be read in both directions… That is when a road coincidence caused sweet salesman to share how he had found a wallet on the pavement a few days ago, that contained over $1100, which he generously returned it to its rightful owner! How inspiring that someone would forgo his own hunger to the point where he would contribute such a beautiful level of honesty to this world! My car purchasing adventure was definitely taking on the nourishing shades of heaven/havin’!
As the illusion would have it, I was now in a Honda car dealer, in Austin, TX, negotiating the best possible deal. Although this is not the first time I purchase a new car, this is the first time that I trade my car in. You see, I tend to take care of my possessions, and since I work from home, between good looks and low mileage, my “old” cars have been pretty easy to sell! What I am realizing as I am blogging my heART away tonight is that the used car salesman eyeDENTity of me went away so totally that I manifested the most gallant, integrous and LOVing salesperson imaginable: talk of the [ego] death of a salesman! The “traitor” moved out freeing the “trader” to BEE buzzing beaming in!
In continuing my meandering on QKosmocenTREEsm, and as I had decided to not sell my used car myself, I was possibly forgoing some $500 that would never find their way to “MY” wallet. Yet I was gaining so much more; I knew that by trading in my car and letting the dealer sell it, the future owner would have a warranty. I knew that the car would be thoroughly inspected and made fully functional. Basically, I was allowing me to be LOVE, and take the best possible care of and car to the future owner of ThatsDaath; and that was that! Bye, bye Scare City, hello In-LOVE Land! I am SO grEateful to be watching the letters of DRAMA rearrange into DHARMA!
The greed is gone; the envy is gone, the lust is gone, the pride is gone: ultimately, the hungry angry ghosts have turned and twirled so devilishly and dervilishly holy that they are gone for good! From ”descending” the stages of LOVE, from Leader’s heART to Engineer’s mind to Visionary’s soul, IT finally landed in the full civilized and CIVIC body occupancy of Mother eARTh, Officer of the LAW.
By the way, should you be as fascinated as I am by the vehicle (another one!) of MahaQKabbalah, then by all means, be my guest and enjoy the first two sessions of Jesus Didn’t Have an iPod (JDHiP), that respectively craQKs the LOVE QKode and the EVOL QKode. THen you’ll be able to FOOLly relate, realate and IS-Realate to the timeliness of a tool that may just bring HUManity’s consciousness its missing link! (told ya it was a good thing that arrogance left my sanctuary!) At any rate, here is the link to lead you to audiofiles and state of the heART ebooks! Heck, if Jesus didn’t have an iPod, Maha LOVEs driving her computer!
I realize this blog today is taking twists, turns and Turner, as would rock n’ roll Tina, twirls that are quite unexpected. However that is the entire point as, once again, the medium is the message: I can no more control the flow of “MY” inspiration that I can know when I will be led to buy a car! Not only do I have [POINT] zero control, none, whatsoever, but even better, I no longer crave it or carve it; I am much too delightefully surprised, much too well courted by what many term “GOD” to attempt to lead as a private dancer: I enJOY instead following flow, being sweetly surrendered, and opened to receive my LOVE and lover in each and every moment…
Such new-found COMPASSion is the exact goal and GoALL of JDHiP, so that you would come to watch in amazement what LOVE creates for you when you Stay Together! Can you feAL how amazingly satisfying, even orgasmic this is? The secret recipe to enJOY this sweet Q Kabbalah QKake is to just Stand The Rain of ”YOUR” darkness until you realize that nothing, and I mean, no-thing is personal… Not about you! Then you’ll sense (censUSe) such a sense of US, such a genuine concern for community that there will be no fear nor need to know how you’re going to pay for this unbudgeted brand new car. You’re not in charge, anyway; your job is to be an Officer of the LAW, a good wife, and to Show Some Respect to the Way of LOVE. That’s it; as EASY as A YES!
And when you know without the black SHADOW of a doubt that you are LOVE, then you’ll receive this most amazing new Eagle English word; the word LILIghT, which is one letter and leather close to the most despised evil of humanity, even more despised than a car salesman; I have named Lilith, the dominatrix succubus and child-killer Lilith. She briefly appears in the very first lines of the Torah, flying in LOVE with Adam, before the Tree of humanity’s consciousness got split between Life on one side, and the Knowledge of Good and EVE/Evil on the other.
Through the Gift and Grace of LILIghT, Lilith has come to shine so much LIGHT that her name had to [stick] shift, as she would never consciously accept to drive on automatic PLOT/PiLOT.
This R&B (Adam’s RiB) change renews the VOWS and VOWels of light to dark, VOWs of a sacred marriage that existed before time, before the mind started judging, denying and projecting dark COWardness onto a leathery “other” side. LiLIGHT, beyond being the name of my new car to be, is also at the soul of the vehicle of MahaQKabbalah, educing the kind of Ingénue Eye-no-sense that allows the symbols of our communication to finally be organic and benevolent all over again: big YAY, she utterly snorted in JOY!
That is the healing of what Maha calls the Jewish Agenda, the feminine in men and women coming out of the eXile of Ego-Egypt: it marks the sacred time when a page of history is Tina-turned, thereby singing, sounding and Uniting States beyond the LOVE stages of being all Jewish, all chosen, all typical male and/or topical female, at-ONE at last and beyond any projection of enmity or illusion of separation, listening instead to the iTina-Tunes of the heART.
TrUSt the butterfly effect: the world nor the word can ever ever be the same again, now that the Jacob in you and me has become so ISRael REAL, s/he is willing to tell the LILITerary truth and share her quota of LILIghT and LenTILs with the gentile brotherhood of HUManity!
I so LOVE me when I am with U, with US!
Mahalene, the QKabbalah Queen

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June 20th, 2007 at 2:29 pm
Maha…you are a TRUE and Masterful Lexophile.
Your words are like poetry…you always Inspire me!
Cheryl
July 10th, 2007 at 10:39 am
I found you! I found the beautiful comment of my beautiful friend Cheryl: thank you for being in my blog and on my life… I LOVE the way we are criss-crossing through the Qosmos!
Much grEatitude,
maha